peace

I am very much looking forward to 'going home'. I am daydreaming of what I will do to the house, and the land. I am looking forward to being grounded, to feeling free and at peace. I am waiting, but I am pushing.
Is it time yet?
I have been listening to Pagan Music lately, and it is really touching my soul. Chants of goddess, earth and seasons.
It is good.
I am solitary, I hide in my bedroom quite a bit when My family is alone, the older I get the more I want peace and calm and quiet. Candle flame and Feather.
Soon I will walk through my home in solitude and peace.
and For that I am grateful.

sending

Sending Maggie to school every day, really makes me question sending Maggie to school every day... She hates it. Would she be better home schooled? But then where would she interact with other kids?
*sigh*
well... we shall see.