Friday, February 27, 2015

thoughts becomeing things

Thoughts...become....Things....

So, as of late I am real-ing in my own thoughts, watching and noticing how I am be-ing and trying to switch gears. I am seeing things that are interesting to me... calls for my products VS what I am doing daily. Things that I enjoy VS my triggers.
I am skittering around this move into this new place, uneasy but working on it. I somehow don't feel its real, but that is okay. I will settle in for a while, hunker down and see what happens with it.
I am seeing new avenues for my products, and I am liking that.
I am seeing the good light at the end of the long tunnel I have been in, thankfully. Regardless of all the things I have had piled in fear space, It is all clearing, and I am glad.
so. yay.
and onto this good life <3 br="">

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

"When a thing hurts your eyes, Dawn, stop looking at it.

When it hurts your ears, Dawn, stop listening to it.

And when it hurts your heart, Dawn, stop justifying it.

I love you so much,
    The Universe"



And So I did.... actually 2 days before this. But i did. I could no longer make excuses or pass off behaviors that hurt me and made me on edge. It has been making me sick and soul-ill. So not good. 


on  good notes, Maggie and I are enjoying our new home. Life is calm and good. We are healthy and I am in appreciation of all of the good things I do. 
Yes, this is good. 


Tuesday, February 10, 2015

good and niceness

I've come to know that I have been feeling numb inside for quite a while now, because when I look at images of forests, I get a deep, buried spark feeling. A feeling I remember, faintly. A magical, energetic thing...
Things have changed in life for the better as of late. I am single... same story different person. And same promise I hope to finally keep to myself. Because I see nothing changes, and I see why.
I have a new Brother. well, an old brother, who is Older than I am, who has found Andrew and I. It is such a good thing.
I hope it is always such a good thing.
I love my new home. Our new home, Maggie and I. Bigger than our last 'own home', but small enough that it is perfect.
Job is going well, sales are picking up.
Weather is beautiful.
Things are generally good. Really good. And Nice. And on the increase of good and niceness.
yes.