Sunday life.

I am planning on staying in this new place quite a while. I like being up on the second floor, and My bedroom and the kitchen were already painted the correct colors when we moved in. I like the wooden floors, and the neighbors. I am feeling good about the interior, it is starting to come together. I don't mind working to pay the rent, it is very much worth the cabbing hours to sit in my window and listen to good music and breathe...
I am glad to be here, Maggie is happy and has playmates here, which i very much am glad for. I have my quiet, and my things. I am waiting on inspiration to come into my being to create art again.
I have given up worry, I am allowing myself quiet enjoyment. Monetary stress has no place in my life, I make my choices and enjoy the events I participate in.
We have gardens, at the community gardens in somersworth and rollinsford. Maggie planted tomatoes and lavender and strawberries today. they will be very good things to work on and reap the rewards of. I am eating better for my body, more live food, not so much wheat and processed junk.
I am taking supplements in the form of tinctures, I can do that as opposed to swallowing pills. easier for me to do. I'm happier and enjoying the beauty in the details.

2017

Life has changed in 2017. Maggie and I have moved into our own apartment finally. I am still working for the cab company. But I am tired.
I started being tired about a years ago to the point of 'bad'. Now I can call it continual fatigue and be honest in saying that. I need to see a doctor but don't have insurance. I am hoping to sign up for and be approved for some state aid with it very soon. I sleep between my cab runs now, and can only do short stretches of physical labor before I'm too exhausted to continue. Moving us was an adrenaline run. I don't talk about it to many people but I will need to get help soon. There is for surely something wrong. My entire body hurts all the time from my feet (barely able to walk after sitting for small periods of time) to my hands (idrop thibgs a lot and my joints hurt so bad) to my brain being continually as though I just woke up. The only relief I get is 3 Advil and a couple rockstar energy drinks a day.
I am currentky taking a remedy for Lyme disease. Gods I hope it helps.
I hope something helps...