So, today was my last day at 1 of my 2 jobs... and it sucked. i am seeing that i dont like good byes, that i have begun to let things and people stick, because i didnt want to go through all of the last-day crap - i wasnt excited, in fact, i was cranky and upset all day. yuck.
*sigh* Its rainy here today- i HATe the rain at this point, and i am unmotivated to do what i need to in this house, even if its not that much. I just want it all done. I know ill be back here, at Holidays... or at least i think i will. Thats the plan anyways...
My soul hurts, a dull ache today, and my eyes are sad, i need to be held. Maggs is off for the night, and Steven will be home soon.. i need to sleep.
When i get to our new home, i know ill be ok.. its just starting to sink in that i am leaving. And im getting a little scared.
I cannot over think it, however.. i know its the rite ting to do, and im just tired. So, onward i will press.
I definitely OVERstand this. My last day at my job is tomorrow and I'm not really looking forward to it.
ReplyDeleteI keep getting scared, too, but I zoom back and see the bigger picture, the year, 2 year, 5 years from now picture, and it's all good. Family. :)