woot!~

So.
All this stuff. These events. How beautiful they are. They are re-memebering me back to soul.
They are re-minding me of the truth of self and continuum.
~I raised the money to go see The Brother of my Soul.
-2 days
-11 people
-$600.00
Done.
~My grandfather died. About a week ago.. we just found out last night.
This is an ending of an era. For the aunts and uncles, it stages a solid close to their books of pain and confusion. They can now move on in ways they never could before. For me, it is only memories, of a garage and workshop and puppies and treasures found. With him goes history, however. History I wish I knew. History of family and heritage. Gone.
~My brother's divorce was finalized yesterday. This is not of me, however, it is around me. A thing long in the necessary making. It is unfortunate that he now shares in the experience of such a thing, things I have done twice. Something I hope I never experience again. A thing that will most likely prevent me from the beginning... to begin with. Bit, that is another soul story. I am sure it will hit one party involved hard and sad, and the other slightly released and let out of worn.


Onto other business.... Creation. I sit here, at my new space and wish for my herb cabinets, which are in the garage. I want to create- I would create a ton, if i had them... so. Why don't i have them? The path between the basement and the garage is... covered in almost 2.5 feet of snow. hard crusted heavy snow. That needs to be shoveled- in 9 degree weather. Yuck. (being a Finn, one would think I would be all good doing this... But I hate cold.) So, suck it up, I will. Don the Artic snow boots that Lynette Gifted me, bundle up tight and go out and shovel. For the sake of creativity. I will have the help to move the stuff, I just have to get it all ready. :) And as of late, I totally have the drive and Inspiration to CREATE!!! :D
(Also, We have been watching Dual Survivor and it is reminding me of my roots, and I LOVE IT!!! OmG... so much!! Collecting water, using resources, solar heat... man. so awesome)
okay, me out!

This is me... in natural environment of Desert Riparian Habitat in Sycamore Canyon.