See, today I don't have anything that I need to do- it is a free day. No kids to baby sit, no errands to run or bills to think about. I don't have any pressing cleaning to do- it is just a free day. But because my life has been so chaotic and upset for so many years, I've forgotten what a calm stress free day feels like. I am so conditioned to being on edge and needing to accomplish this or that, that my immediate way of being is to look for the stress points and work from there.
Maybe today I can feel my way through to resetting that to always looking for the ease and good and have THAT be my normal set point.
In other news, cowboy is integrating. I am seeing someone who I would never imagined in a million years I would even remotely have been interested in. We are going slow and that is good. Week 3.
Gardens are good, will be getting more seed and plants here soon. I really enjoy my time at the farm.
Well. That's all.
Enjoying the birds and sun and ease.
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