just slightly

What do I Love? Do I even know anymore?
      I have to really question more and more what is what. I don't have that 'Spark', that drive..
It very well could be that I am, for sure, just having a down time to clear, but at times its worrisome. It is unnerving because of where I have been and what I have done. I know what it is like to do amazing things, to feel the rush of inspiration, the joy of accomplishment.
     I don't feel that light presently. I suppose it is okay, because I do notice it is missing, which tells me I long for it in a minute way. In that, I know it will return...
I know I want to find what I love.
I know I want to be inspired... ans thus, I know it is okay..

....Just slightly not what I am use to.