The Essence of My Every Desire Can Be Fulfilled... If your time-space reality has the wherewithal to inspire a desire within you, it is our absolute promise to you that your time-space reality has the ability to deliver, in full-manifested form, the reality of the desire it has inspired. Any and all desires can be fulfilled unless you are holding yourself out of alignment with your own desire. The feeling of competition or shortage, or limitation of resources, means you are out of alignment with your own desire.

---Abraham

Yes, but what IS my desire? I don't even know. I know that I have memories of things I want and want to be. Insopiration is so far from me rite now. I know so much but have it all seemingly unavailable becUse it is tangled up in a rusty ball of wire innmy chest and under heavy dirty grey blankets in my dark mind. Oh please let things move along quickly. I'll help pack and move the other away. I need to rejuvenate and open back up. I feel like I am wasting so much of my self being this way.