Caribbean

I have to be some where soon, but I want to write this out- I want to be in the tropics. It apparent. I am in love with the Caribbean. Mainly brought forefront due to the Pirates of the Caribbean movies and the fact that I have family and friends in Florida and The Islands...
I can go any time.
Just sayin'

so what is this time?

I have been in this place for almost 2 months now.
Things for me are getting better.
I am no longer sad.. now I have energy to do things. I am grateful for that.
Today went by very fast. I am enjoying my alone time.. I always have. It has always been that I am a solitary person. heh and yet.. here I am. Family situation. Waiting for the whateverness of it to be what it is. Some moments yes some moments no. All moments chance and learning adn watching and weighing.
I have learned to knit in the past week. A simple stitch, but its nice. Its good to have a start. progress.
People more and more are asking me for products. My work space is 75% ready. Tomorrow I may have time to finish it.
I need to re-register my Domain Name. I will.
Fairy things. Candles, necklaces, food, teas... all kinds of good things.
Waiting for spring.
Maggie is home, watching TV..... shes funny.
yep, I have not much profound to say, save for loving being wrapped in a warm wool blanket.. knowing Snow will start soon. Waiting on the RLSGC Meeting at 7.
me. Sprouts. thoughts. Bread. Love. Inspiration. Peace. Joy. Soul. Fish. Eggs. Baskets. Canning. Sunshine. Birds. Surfing. Dreadlocks. Bubblegum. Good music. Food. Colorful things.
Yea..
Me Now.

Fly Away....

Today, in the dense fog and winter landscape of New Hampshire I dream of flying away. I dream of tropical water destinations and Happy Hippie Surfer Life. I dream of dirt and Spoons.
The walls of this place are so confining some days, and yet amazingly blissful others.
Today, I want to go to the ocean. I want to smell the salt water and know this ocean is connected to all oceans. There is a piece of my places in this cold water.
I want today to remember I am free. I am of whatever I choose. I do not have to remain as is. I can Be, Do and Have all experiences and Joy I choose.
What do I choose? Sunshine, Travel, Happiness.

I want to make an abundance of money carving wooden spoons. How absurd and wonderful it would be to be rich off spoons! I love this idea! to be able to travel to the Maldives, BoraBora and Hawaii on the pretense of wooden spoons!   

   

a Beautiful Drizzly Saturday.

Today, there are a million things I should be doing...laundry to be folded, boxes to stress over unpacking, vacuum to be cleaned and ran.. but I sit here enjoying a breakfast of left over enchiladas and coffee and reading a nice article about "walking Water" which reminds me of my loved past and even more anticipated future.. read the short article here-
Walking Water Article...
I enjoy this morning particularly because my heart is light, I have no real stress (unless I dream up some.. like the fact that i am missing the School Budget Committee Meeting)
I feed my little bird friends, dream up ways of being sustainable and enjoy my spurt of inspiration via life.
I uber enjoy the quiet in the mornings, and this morning is nice for it. The weather outdoors is mild, and the atmosphere indoors is nice and warming.
So.. with that I browse Seed catalogs, Mother Earth News, Look at Grow Lights (plotting indoor window gardens of tomatoes) and think on the wonders of reusable and sustainable things (greenhouses made of re purposed off cast windows).
Yes.. its a green thumb day. in the midst of a dreary winter day. :) And my heart is happy.
and since i can't find the perfect picture of what i would like to aspire to.. I'll just say - more windows please !!

Winter's Little Helpers

Birds. Birds at my make-shift feeders. My little routine of feeding them in the mornings is so nice. I enjoy seeing the different species and hearing them twitter away. I even stood outside this morning to watch them... in silence.. just watching and listening to bird song in the distance. The make a big mess, but it's a small price to pay for being able to see life.
Sun shine is great too. :) Sunshine and Birds.
BTW.. I'm glad 2012 is over.
*sigh*

Sun and Sand

This car reminds me of a distant past... And a spark in soul.

Today, I am itching to be a Surfergirl.


I have always been fascinated with The culture, the style, riding waves freely.. the water.
I really should learn to surf. Sarah can teach me.
I also love homeness... Like, plants. Wooden furniture... almost a 1970's earth house.
But back to surf.
Surf shops, Boards, Clothing, amazing beaches...
Yes. This is my mind.

Follow the Sun...

And Vision Boards to long forgotten. I am interested in them again.. just to surround myself with the amazing things I want to be part of. Maybe I should get my ass in gear, earn shit tons of money and go traveling. Yep. Thats what I want to do.

Ha! Yep. There ya go... I will go to places like Tahiti, BoraBora, Hawaii, Ireland, Finland, Seattle, Florida.... and so many more.

Yep. Me,them, us.... heh.

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There is no one way to make herbals medicine. There is not a 'right way' and a 'wrong way'.
Pretty profound.
I am seeing that my own rigidity could be a downfall. There are things that will get you better results than others - but no one thing is the be all end all.
Not that I want to be an herbalist.. but when making things, there are more ways than to set things in the sunlight for a month.
Thats all for now...