"Seth, Youre so funny. I just signed up for the little talkie place with a stipulation of reading Tribes or Linchpin. I have to say I LOVE how you are so personal in all you do. I hate that I sometimes get scared of being fully me, I sometimes wish I could banish half the people I know and am friends with so that I wouldnt even know what they said about my 'dorkyness' in the ways I do things. Yes, I admit, a lot of people think I should come with a warning Label, because I can be rather blunt in my inquiries of people, and opinions..I ask things others are too 'polite' to ask.. (altho I am not rude, I am just very.. 'all bullshit aside') or say, but you know what, I pull from the SOUL. I brush away the surface crap, all the Plastic molding that society has created to get down to who a person really WANTS to be and interact from there.. and you know.. I'm remembered. I spark people's query. hm.
this whole email is a big round look in the mirror.. haha!!
Thank you for reitterating the art of being REAL, & genuine; Funny and caring. It's the way life and business should be. I know that there is at least, in this whole wide, wide world, ONE other person like me, who wouldn't think I'm Dorky, and may agree. ;)
~Dawnie"
SO, I have been working on reconfiguration of Me. I realized that things are not how i want them in my life, I have not been fully living my soul's light. I have been in a flat place, like a blank sheet of paper.. just laying there on the ground. I noticed I had gotten lost, just yucky standing there. So. Back on track I go.. and I am looking for much inspiration. Seth Godin so sparks that for me some days. He reminds me of being fully me. All of my life there have been people around me (many , it seems) that make fun of me for being me.. that say Im dorky, something to that effect.. and they dont really mean it. but it still eats at me some days. The way the say it, is when i do something Unique they laugh a little mockingly and a little nervous and always always say- "Dawn, you're SUCH a dork!" and i know, somewhere in them they are a bit embarrassed at my actions, because they are out there and make ppl uncomfortable, but on an equal level, they wish they could be me, and be as open as i am. I know this is true. But Lately, I have really questioned who I am because of it. My out-there ways of doing things makes me question if i am doing them good. (??) but.. then Seth steps up and does things the same way- very personal, very honest, and very him. And it reminds me that - HEY! I AM. I am and I will be and I am unique at as doing things no one else is brave enough to do, and If it leaves you an odd feeling it's because I have sparked something in you that you feared but is good. so there. haha! And I shouldnt be afraid, EVER- because people seek me out.. often. (ok, maybe once a week, but still) How many people can say that people come to them asking for soul help? I have learned enough in this lifetime so far to pass it on, and I am proud to say that i am no where near as awesome as i will be in the future. I cant WAIT to see me at 40 and 50. Im so lucky, I feel like i will be like Rosemary or Susun (more like susun) in my old age.. with a serious twist of Christine and some odd light worker. A complete hobbit witch hearth mother light house. haha! altho never complete, but i pray i can pass on UNiversals for other people's starts. which i am already doing. what sparks my soul is the vision boards and the the gratitude journals. I, myself, use both, and LOVE them. LOVE LOVE LOVE them. I truly believe them. And I want to continue working with them and teaching others about them.
yay. I feel good.
and thats what is for me.. Feel Good. <3
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