there are things that we do not want to admit to ourselves.. there are things that are hard to deal with. Things that bring up doubt about who we are...
but then there is the Universe.
And there is trusted knowledge. And understanding. And knowing.
And then there is life.
And Today, my life changed. My slate has been wiped clean.
For the first time ever.. I was fired from a job.
and I am afraid to tell anyone. (and afraid of it's reflection on me..)
Especially Michael.
Also, last night I was told the place I was supposed to move to is no longer an option. When I told Michael he was angry.
..hence why I don't like telling him things.....
And so now- with completely blank slate, I am standing naked in the Universe....
and don't really know what to do.
Though I have a vague Idea why this is all occurring, I am going to just give myself tonight.
and Wait.
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