there are days when I absolutely hate being alone, feeling so beaten and upset.
that would be today. I really feel like running and hiding. My morning was wonderful.
I got to spend it with Maggie. We had a good time... and then I came home.
I came home to an ugly pissed off michael.
And got into an argument.. as always when he's in a bad mood. He was mad because I brought home more food.
But I brought it home for us all.. Because I know he likes things like swiss chard.
but that didnt matter. what mattered was his bad mood, and he kicked the dog.. again.
it got ugly.
I am so tired of his meanness.. and I now have no one to talk to about it.
I have no where to move to, and no job.
I know that I am not supposed to Reitterate all the negativity. I know I am supposed to do ...something..differently...
But In my upset, I get lost. I wish I had a ME to talk to.
*sigh*
Did you seriously delete my comment?
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