Leaves

I am seeing how New England has affected me.
It has changed my longings...
for leaves
and autumn
and zen gardens
and trees
and moss
and grass.
I do not like the cold weather for sure.. but this year I will miss the changing seasons.
I don't see myself living here for eternity.
The only way I would is if I was gifted the Poole Place. (or moved to Oak Creek Canyon... maybe)
I do not want to return to New Hampshire, but northern west coast is looking mighty fine.
I am seeing that I cannot create my life in the same manner it has been in the past, recreation of the same is not something that should be done.
And that is okay. 
It's like gleaning out the 'Who I Really Am' points and arranging them in a new and pleasing pattern.
for sure.