Sunlit path

So. I've been engulfed in some shitty ugliness at my job. It is really making me feel like junk. I am not doing my good soul-purpose work even though I like my job and coworkers.

It is very unhealthy for me. My soul is feeling very disconnected and rampantly chaotic from it. Like a scared rabbit in a dark wood. 

This is what happens when we don't follow our own light. My soul is currently not someone I know, it is part of a strange mass of lost things being pushed along in drama games. 

So, knowing this it is to end. It is to change. 

There is a slight comfort in knowing what I have been immersed In. What is a true comfort is knowing who I truly am and that I can gain a place in my own experience where footing is solid and the light returns to the path. 

Realignment and stepping back to my glad place begins tonight. 

And for it I am grateful.