so a friend is having a bad day at work.. and she says- but i have you, so its ok- and all i can think is, 'but who do i have? who will carry ME?' *sigh*
I fake the smile because i have to, but I'm here, alone in this room needing a desperate recentering. and it is my own fault. i haven't been doing my work- no journaling, no affirmations, no putting out there what i want. stupid stupid.
i did retail therapy at the thrift stores today, trying to feel ..something.. better. i found a sweet harvest doll, holding wheat, with Scandinavian designs on her dress. i love her. i also picked up clothes i would love to, but probably will never wear.. :(. i am in a bad spot, i want to be in a beautiful harvest, autumn colored spot.
these people are draining me.. think ill go recenter, make my house beautiful and live beautifully-
fuck all else.
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