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the only regret I have about coming back here is that Maggie has no friends yet. it's been months. She has some at school, I suppose...
We were spoiled in Rollinsford. We had an amazing community, but I could not sustain there... I couldn't keep us above water. Here, I can support us- I can feed and home us. It was not possible there :/
I thought we found a neighborhood friend... turns out not so much.
Poor Maggie, it breaks my heart. I just want to send her home.
More like I just want to send her to Karen's, where I know she will be loved, and cared for. Where I know she can go back to her friends and her home.
Sigh.
I am so sad for her. I pray every day she adjusts... but it's not happening. Maybe she needs a new school. Maybe we need a new community (Unity has a church here, and one in Sedona...) Maybe all of these other things...
but all I want is for her to be happy.
and she was-
in New Hampshire.
:/
I wasn't.
breaks my heart.