so, tonight is better. Maggie spent the day at Jenn's, and despite supposedly spending the night over there, is peacefully tucked into her bed in the next room over.
heh.
and she had a good day. and that does my heart good.
I talked to Jenn and Meg about my fears today, and Jenn reassured me that kids 'bounce back' and to give it time, she will be okay. I am grateful to have good people in my life, especially other women who understand kids. it's good, for me and maggie.
Today was easy at work, no troubles with the director. dictator. what have you. some days I want to call her nothing more than tyrant. But.. she is human. and I try to remember she lives in fear of her world crashing. I just wish she could let go and flow and be okay and happy.
meh. whateva'
so.. i am also intrigued. Probably over nothing.. but.. Pat asked what time it was here vs there.. after i reminded him he was *still* on the phone with me (he usually tries to get away from talking to me asap every phone call...), and then he asked me if i am working tomorrow.. and what time.
..he never does that. Maybe he was just thinking of calling?
and of course my brain goes waaaay far out left field.
(and goes over and over details.. like Erica saying 'He's NOT living with us'. after I told her i thought he was acting weird..)
meh. It's probably nothing and I'll probably be disappointed tomorrow night, but it's nice to day dream.
Maggie would be so over the moon and I think I would cry and cry and cry if ... well..
whatever. I'll just go to sleep on that thought.
I'm grateful for Maggie having a good day, and my fears being numbed tonight about her.
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