Here in this land I Love. So much. I dream..
Just to lay and trace the side of a cheek bone.. to feel the muscles in an arm... to shoulder.. to collar bone. Feel softness of hair recently trimmed, wonder what is dreamed of beneath closed eyes. To Know the swell of warmth in chest-too-small to hold the immensity of the emotion. To watch, Holding baited breath for the next signal, the next move.. if only for a moment. Casual and Calm walk beside, rush of frantic run behind as if to not miss a beat. Wanting only to give any and all for a smile, just a laugh. Its worth it.. in minute amounts, for the end result. Cherished, Blessed, Attentive to detail.. all for all.
You need a house... and me. You would be the happiest man alive... for all eternity.
... and I wonder if you question the sanity or the reality of such a thing...your esteem probably says.. are you worth it? why would I see these things in you?
you know they're there....why wouldn't I?
connection. like i say.
How did it get this way? I have no idea. I don't Care, the Universe Knows What it Is Doing. You know what is for you by how it feels....I am glad it is. UnHealthy? maybe ... more like.. needing to be pliable for a while. Needing elasticity and give to sway with circumstances. But giving this will not run dry... Unconditional. Reciprocation is blissful, appreciated.. cherished. Each drop of emotion savored. Even in sharp corners that could be driven, awe inspires. Fires get out of control, tempers may blaze, cooling waters of forgiveness and release comfort and strengthen.
Eternity in my hands.. Outstretched. Take them.
I am grateful this day for My Ultimate. Whatever the Road...
and a penny.
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