Conifer Colorado.
Every time I think about where I am, John Denver sings to me.
"Colorado... Rockey Mountain High."
My heart is here.
I travel many places lately, doing different things. Recently I went to Flagstaff and the Verde Valley. I was happy to be home. I felt like all the weight was lifted from my shoulders for a while. But what was missing was drive. I didn't see a path for myself really. Just being home was enough.
Colorado is beautiful, it nips at a hippie end of me long forgotten. Of Nadine Bus and Boho Living. It reminds me of medicine roots and ease of non-rat race. I remember getting letters from DJ when she was here, wanting to travel here and be my Gipsy Self.
I read this from an astrologer today -"Scorpio Moon puts emphasis on personal privacy & priorities.
Work diligently & organize things well. Take people's messages
seriously. Make sure you know what you're getting into. Anything you do
today will be hard to reverse. Keep promises. Be loyal. Otherwise
saturn will crack the whip & give a serious reality check. Indigo
blue today!"
It tells me NOT to make any moves, any decisions - which I am notorious for getting caught up in things and doing. ...So I will not.
Though, I will say... despite all of the recent events in my life, If I could, I would probably make a decision to stay here a while.
Borrowed vehicle, Cats and Dog and a house full of books prevent me from doing so. *sigh*
My cousin home-schools her children. The land here is livable, solar power is easy, trees, clear water, open skies...
*sigh*

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