Traveling into ...

Disappointment. I am really not looking forward to going back to the chaos and dank feeling life I left in New Hampshire. I dont have a plan. I know only a little of what needs doing. Kind of wish I was just all done and gone. Light a match and walk away.. (Though that's a little harsh.)

I enjoyed my travels. Third night in a hotel on the way back. 

Sigh. 

Life needs to change now. And it's only up to me. No one else seems concerned. And that's okay. I put too much stock in others, Mainly male of the species. 

Again sigh.