Plants

So. It's getting relatively warmer outside.
The snow is almost all melted and things are sprouting up through the ground. Theres a blustery wind today and cooler temp than other days, but the sun is still shining and yay!
Well, anyways...
I really want to feel different- Happy all the time
I see these people with beautiful things about them, Pretty hands, fun hair, smiling, laughing.
Hula Hooping, Sitting pretty.
I wonder if I am here still too long.
I am thinking that my next endevour should maybe be a greenhouse/nursery.
I love growing things. I love green sprouting things. Plants. Growing.
Not plants dead. Not the power of their healing ness, though that has it's place for sure. But it is not my part in them. My part is their growing. My part is their coming from the earth, pushing up from the dark. Their leaves reaching the sky, loving the light, getting water and food. My part is their cycle. Them flowering and going to seed- my hands are for gathering their seeds, and restarting the cycle, making their point complete. My part is in their Lives.
Anyways.... Harry Potter, Magic, things.
I am also thinking I do too much, but if I do less I get bored.
And I go to AZ in 2 weeks. Woot!