we come to rope ends...
I am very done with people these days. Since coming back from Arizona, people who are not worth my time, are just not worth my time. I have culled the heard some form FB.. (as many as I can in one sitting)... and am actually really looking at the irritation I hold for certain people in my life. One in particular, and it's like a constant irritant. We are always at one another, and I come to see we never land on common ground. He wants things one way, and I want them another. Its infuriating to live with someone - anyone - who is a continual static factor in my life. From food to fans... I am always irritated and it is just reminding me so much of how much I really like being alone.
Some say to me- 'but I'm alone, and I hate it... '
I, myself very much enjoy being alone. Well, With Maggie of course. But, even before she was born, I was the same- could easily live alone my whole life. But, somehow... I always get myself into Situations where I really just dislike the circumstances and events and I want to be left to my self.
I am never unhappy alone.
Disclaimer-
*all things I write ALWAYS have the Maggie factor included- she is my child, my soul, and my lovely. She is with me always and is a wonderful, amazing, beautiful child who is brilliant and I would never be without. It is my duty to always serve an protect her, because I brought he to this world, and she chose me. So.*
Anyways. My fuse is short, and my time on this plane of continuum is long... so movement is a given.
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