Today, I saw this photo...
after I had been daydreaming of hopping a train to Boston.. just to go, just to be, just to feel the City.

I love doing that. It has been almost 10 years since I have.
I was discussing "spark Loss" with a friend Yesterday... to a slight degree. I have very much been a dulled spark for a while, ...quite a while. I am wanting to hop trains and go to the city, I am wanting to sit up late at night and do art or projects, I want coffee, I want to look good.
T-Shirts and Jeans... how boring. I want to buy new shoes. (Mine are all so old and dirty and un-feminine.) no High Heels, but something clean and decent would be nice.
The weather has cooled today, this morning is nice. The thunderstorms yesterday watered the gardens, which are doing well. Its a good thing.
As far as my soul goes... well - who knows. oh... I do. that's right.
I can only do for me. I do have wishes and wants, but I cannot control others experience here in this walk, so I have to be here, and do my best to make it enjoyable for ME. I have a stable home for the time being, a work room, a dear female friend, my daughter and food to eat. I have the base for amazing business workings- which will bring income - and those nice shoes I want.
so.
Just gonna do my best to give the spark oxygen and turn it from a spark to a sparkling flame. :)
...that rides a train to Boston.