watching the pieces

then there's this.
So, I'm pretty sure we found a place.
But I know we both have resistance.
We both are set in our own ways of doing things.
And we both are pushers about it. We want it our way.
And it makes me so mad.
I want shoes off in the house, he wants a fan on him all night long.
I HATE fans and he likes wearing his shoes.
Maybe I am willing to buy him house slippers and he could put the fan down on low.
But, what gets me is that he pushes. He knows how I feel, and yet insists on pushing it in my face.
Instead of talking about it.
There are other ways of going about things, and response would be much better and I wouldn't feel so attacked if things were nicely talked about.
I already knew about the fan, its a given. But nicer ways need to be found, because in pushing there is resistance.
I would have laughed and agreed if we had talked about it joyfully instead of forcefully.
We need to address our forcefulness and come to an understanding that we CANNOT under togetherness circumstances be that way with one another. We need to find a new way of communication.
And we have to work on it, maybe very much at times, because of our personalities.
I know that I will put up much resistance if I am not included in thoughts, and it will tear us apart because I will become resentful.
And I don't want to be resentful....
We need to be easy with each other, in no way forceful. It will be our undoing.


now.. shop.
I have heard a whisper about the Mills getting liquidated. If this is, in fact the truth- I may shut down the shop on my own, seeing as how it is not going to be as easy going as it is with Brian & Leanne in charge.
But, in the new house, we will have room for me to work so. :) It will be good.

Adjustments are to be made. Not as easy as all that, but if we are willing to work on it, it CAN happen.
*sigh*
so. Lots of choices.
Lets see how this all pans out.