Monday.

MOnday.
Ill have been here almost a month this coming weekend, and it seems like just a few days.Maybe its because i havnt done anything really except garden, hang out and send out a few resumes.
Maggs doesnt sleep well lately, she keeps having nightmares about bugs and stuff, and they seem to be on the other side of the bed.. she never had this problem before.. maybe ill switch sides with her.
Maggs and I went on a little adventure yesterday.. to the property and to look for our creek. We eventually found both. But, MAN.. it took dang for ever. I drove around and around out in the hills and finally came across the rite roads. And then we found our way back here. My mom's property had a great deal of Clover and Plantain on it, which is good. Im sure theres much more out therer that i dont know about, and things i don t recognise. I see some pretty amazing things out there as far as new pants go, i need a new book on them a lot.
Ugh- we now have cable as well as the net.. and Maggs always wants to be watching TV, its annoying. Dora the Explorer is irritating, as is Diego. They teach children things like Anna the Anaconda likes to give hugs. BAD.
The dryer that is in this house vents underneath the house. There is only a very small crawl space under the house.. not even big enough for a person. I thing the death smell is something reacting this the wet hot air that is being vented under the house. But i dont think anyone else will listen to me.. no one here does.
I cant believe how long we have been here.. its just like the days, they go by SO fast. apparently ALL time does.
Job, i MUST find a job. My search area has expanded, so thats good.
I am feeling pretty ordinary lately.. there is really no spark or beauty in my path rite now.. and i can see that. All of my clothes are boring, my hair is always the same, i dont do anything spectacular. I wasnt before in NH either. The last time i remember being grand was while i was waiting for Isaac on Belknap. Meh.. it'll come, i know it will. I have been daydreaming of AZ lately. ugh.
Well, whatever.. all my happiness is my choice alone, so. Onto my day- must do something. Pointless as it may seem, i know it is all for a reason.