Well... after thinking it over this morning a bit, feeling about it, and looking at it all.. i am seriously thinking i am going to go back to New Hampshire. I have become so use to family being around and having people be at least a LITTLE conscious of what they are doing and how they are acting. I did come here under the pretense that i would have this awesome little tight knit little family, but.. that is not what is happening at all. Should i give it more time? I don't know. But I doubt it. It could be my fear talking, but i just had a thought of Halloween... and there is no place like New Hampshire in the Fall.
What the hell is wrong with me?