Dear Life.. I love you.

Been a bit out of sorts lately.. been happy, and yet WAY out of whack. I have been hanging out with my friends for a week- which has been beautifully fun, but- ugh. I need to get back to my center. Its too much too soon. Yes, I'm social, but WHAM! not THAT social. sheesh. and not 19 anymore. hahah.
I did, on the other hand, have my ears re-pierced with gauged hoops, which i LOVE... and am patiently waiting to have heal so i can sleep normal again.I am seeming to find my beauty again, which has been lost for SO long.. im cooking (went to the grocery! yay!!), i am in Love with Life, and have added a pink guitar and Harley to the list of Chickens, Orchard and such. The farmhouse has changed to a Victorian on Land, which i think is what i meant all along.
Still wondering about other things in life, but they will sort themselves out.. i assume, because i have given up worrying about them. It was what has made me unhappy lately, and i know it causes the same on the other end. when you come to realizations and release the outcome, your load automatically lightens... amazing. Let go and Let... God.. Universe.. Energetics..
i have enough to think and work on without stressin' about something i cannot control.
Then theres Maggie. She will be 5 on Thursday. THURSDAY- FIVE!! what the crap? 5 years of Magdelana?!?!? woah. How awesome is THAT?!?!? super cool.She has taught me so much.. she is the light and love of my life. 2 parties this year on my side- one with the Farmington Family on Thursday Evening, and one on Saturday with the Rollinsford gang.
Speaking of Rollinsford.. I think i really have found a home here... I have made the most amazing friends. Maggs and I are pretty attached to them. We have the BEST community here- between the shop people and the Rolly gang.. we are just so lucky. I never would have imagined moving here would do such amazing things for us. I am really looking forward to the Holidays here. We all have big plans <3. The cats are getting along well, and people far and wide are getting to know BoyBoy by his antics.. Coco Lost ANOTHER collar.. but is doing wonderfully. Srtipey is, well, a Kitten.
well, Life, i Love you..please keep being awesome <3