Thunderstorms

There is a beautiful, nice and calm thunderstorm with rain happening outside tonight. The weather has cooled, and I am glad for it.
I am listening to Venice Classical Radio, and Vivaldi is on rite now- my favorite. <3 I had to put on something to remove Bauhaus energy from my system. Joey Posted a video, and stupid me watched it- ICK. i was there, i am not now.. please no. i dont want to feel that.
I have been trying to get back on track this evening. I made a good loaf of bread! last night's attempt sucked bigtime. but tonight, i did better. I also cooked dinner (a wee bit late, but done none the less!!)and i started to clean the bathroom. It was said that there has been major energy static lately in the Heavenly bodies, and boy do i believe it. As static as i have been, i have been that much more happy. I have my own shoes on again.. my ears are pierced again ( a major step) and i am trying to take better care of myself. i have been happy...
Went to school today- those gurlz do me so much good. I do fear I have too much to say some sessions, and that i cut Christine off, and i REALLY need to curb it.. i guess im just so starved for talk of that nature.. well, I hope she will tell me if im being, well, typical me and being offensive.
What else? Truck is still broken, and Its REAL irritating. I will take it and drop it off tomorrow, cause this is getting dumb. Im relying too much on others for vehicle usage.. although Matt doesnt Mind, Tiff may soon. *sigh*
"I have a penny in my pocket.. given to me by an beautiful locomotive-chasing angel riding a bike. I keep this penny in my pocket until the day comes when i will wear it around my neck, and then have it put into a ring. And then the ring will be worn in marriage. and i will live happily ever after with my angel-riding-bike."
heh.
Life.. Love... and living the happiness. Not pursuing, living. each moment. because its always here. never out of our hands, its in every moment, open eyes is all thats required.
And I am so grateful for it all....